Feeling Wrong

I don’t want to fall asleep tonight
But I sure don’t want to stay awake
Either way, I’m wrong inside
And I’m looking for something
That I’ve never seen before

The only logical explanation
Is that this just isn’t logical
To feel so wrong inside
I’m looking for something
That I’ve never seen before

I can feel myself crying
But my eyes are dry
Because I’m feeling so wrong inside
I’m looking for something
That I’ve never seen before

-jambi

What I Asked For

No, no.. This isn’t what I wanted
It’s not what I asked for
It’s not what I wanted

Please, please.. Bring me back to what I need
I know it’s not what I asked for
But I know it’s what I need

Oh, oh.. Send the chills down my spine
Let me know what I’m here for
I know you’re all I need

Set me free!
Let’s forget what I asked for
Set me free!
Let’s forget that it was my own two hands
That tied me back down

Please, please.. Bring me back to what I need
I know it’s not what I asked for
But I know it’s what I need

-jambi

Sunrise

Gain on us this morning, the sun chasing the shadows
Chasing the shadows and darkness away
You are the hope of warming the wind against my face
You are the life, breathed into the grass beneath me

As the light breaks through, I feel alive again
Awake and renewed, the hope of one more day
One more day the sun breaks through

Gain on us this morning, give light to the dark
Shine through the walls that I’ve put up around me
Pop the bubble I just can’t seem to get past
Let this sunrise begin a revival inside me

As the light breaks through, I feel alive again
Awake and renewed, the hope of one more day
One more day the sun breaks through

I will chase it, run as fast as I can
To see it rise all over again
Let this feeling of sunrise bleed through me
Let this feeling of sunrise break through me

As the light breaks through, I feel alive again
Awake and renewed, the hope of one more day
One more day the sun breaks through

-jambi

Cellular Translucence

You see right through me, and you’re welcome to
You tell me what I think, and oh, please do

And if you see through me, can you see my heart?
Help me figure this out and find a place to start
But my phone rings and I thought you’d see me
Still as transparent as can be

Am I always this transparent, or is it only to you
What could stop me from saying what you already know

And if you see through me, can you see my heart?
Help me figure this out and find a place to start
But my phone rings and I thought you’d see me
Still as transparent as can be

What can be said of this cellular translucence
That I’d finally have something you couldn’t see

-jambi

Change

Here I am for the more than second time
I’m paying with change from my pockets
See I’m down to the last of what I’ve got
But I’m not through, because I know that nothing can stop it

Here I am again, alone for the more than second time
I’m paying with change from my pockets
But I’d have so much more if I had you
And I’m not through, because I feel that nothing can stop it

There you are again, while I’m alone tonight
I’m paying with change from my pockets
But I’d have so much more if I gave it all to you
And I will, because I don’t want anything to stop it

Here we are again, my eyes meeting yours
For a moment I see nothing else but you and your eyes
And even I feel gone, so it’s hard to say hello
But I will this time, and I won’t let anything stop it

-jambi

Part of Me and Part of You

In the back, where you may not belong
Head down, eyes may well be closed
As you follow their voices, you follow her voice

Now you must know, it isn’t always like this
Usually it’s me, in the back, lost in thought
With hands in my pockets, I follow her voice

Part of me knows you’re inside there somewhere
Part of me believes that you want to share that part of you
I don’t know what keeps it inside us
But part of me knows it won’t be too hard
To share that part of you

In the back again, something can’t be right
I want you to be open, I want you to know that I care
If you let me let you know, can you still hear her voice?

Now you must know, I think we all have this in common
We’re closed up to each other and we don’t share our hearts
Just keep your hands in your pockets if you can’t hear her voice

Part of me knows you’re inside there somewhere
Part of me believes that you want to share that part of you
I don’t know what keeps it inside us
But part of me knows it won’t be too hard
To share that part of you

Part of me wants it to be back like it was
And I want that part of me to be right
I’ll take the back of the line to let you get ahead
And you can share that part of you

-jambi

The Umbrella

I can’t see your face
But thank you for coming
I can’t see your mind
But thanks for showing your heart
And now I can’t see the rain
So thank you for this umbrella

When you’re all alone in the rain
There’s something someone can do
Whether they stick around or
They just run away
Sometimes we can all use an umbrella

I couldn’t see your face
And you don’t need to thank me
I couldn’t see your mind
But I could feel your heart
Through this pouring rain
Thank you, for taking my umbrella

When you’re all alone in the rain
There’s something someone can do
Whether they stick around or
They just run away
Sometimes we can all use an umbrella

I saw you alone in the rain
And I knew it was the least I could do
I hope you didn’t want me to stick around
I just thought you could use my umbrella

-jambi