The beach
The beach’s sand in my lungs
and on my tongue
My wrist
My wrists are bound and tied
Tied behind my back
As my vision seeps back in, it seems up is somewhere to the left
And from this awkward angle, I can see heels slinking away
They’ve left me sinking in the sand
What a pit of lies I did believe
The blood
The blood-stained teeth behind my lips
as I rise to my feet
The bruise
The bruises on my cheeks
But after doing this deed
Well, you look worse than me
-Zach
Monday comes, the rain it falls
Like shattered glass of the window to your pain
I know it hurts, I can relate
I feel it most when I can’t make you smile
Well, I, I count it gain when all is loss
And, I think it’s time for you rearrange
Some priorities
Need I remind you…
My shadow is at your feet
For I am with you
My shadow is at your feet
And I am in you
I want to move you to love me
But you gotta love yourself
So lift up your head and stand tall
I will give power to the faint, and I will give you rest
You can run and not be weary
Like an eagle, you will mount up with wings
And fly
Have you not known, and have you not heard?
Need I remind you…
I love you, I love you, I love
I love you and it is enough
-Zach
With a cold blooded heat wave
We tore through the walls
And nobody else could hear it
No, nobody else could hear it
With one last strand, one hair of defense
The tension snapped
And nobody else could know it
Till they’ve seen it in your eyes
So wipe the blood from your brow
Spit the dirt off your teeth
And just forget about me
-Zach
I might stare at the air for hours with this one wonder on my mind
Why does my heart beat an extra time or two for you?
I am on the fence of whether untying this knot would unlock this stop
And it would bleed to do, to forget you
So this is our standstill
This is our pin to pull
Should I cut my heart out of you?
Well, I’m scared it’ll hurt you, too
You might wake up and draw a painless breath in the morning
I might regret an exhale of words written with my own blood
And falling from the fence might hurt, but is it worth it?
And it would bleed to do, to forget you
When we run away
You’ll be somewhere I won’t know
And I will kill myself in search of it
Should I cut my heart out of you?
Well, I’m scared it’ll hurt you, too
-Zach
Cold, we seep through pages
and red, we throw the knives
Are you sure that it is supposed to hurt
just as much now, that you’re pulling it out
Can we break and work together, let me rest
upon this ledge – I swear I will not jump
I swear I will not fall, even when you do let go
I swear that you can trust me
Just let me learn to walk again
You know that I will be here
And I will run before too long
as you smile from a distance -
and it’s ok if you admit it
Dark, all our puddles on the floor
we’ve left behind, we’ve stamped as past
We’ve purposed ourselves to avoid these memories
But I hope that I will see your face again
And maybe the blood stains will have gone by then
-Zach
We’re losing ground
We’re falling out
Are we letting go
Of what we’ll never know
Because it could have happened
We could have fell in love
It could have been us
We could have fell in love
Like the rain falls on us, we just can’t help it
Could you help it
You were scared
Could you help it
I was scared
Did we need it
Did we need the fear
To open our eyes
‘Cause we didn’t see it
When love came near
The thunder rolls, the lightning falls
The rain, it knocks upon our doors
It was inviting us out, it was igniting our love
But we were so held back, we were so scared
We didn’t care to see the things that could have been
Only the things that were then
We’ve lost our ground
And we fell out
We’ll never know
Why we let go
In the storm
-Zach
I breathe out a little too much when I think of you
And I come close to shaking at just a glimpse of your name
I wonder if you will ever know
I’m too scared, I’m just too scared to do this right
I’m too frail, I feel this gale and I’m out of your sight
Because if you see me, too, you’ll see I’m a fool
But you might not that it’s a fool for you that I am
I think too long about all of what what-ifs we do
But I don’t know which way to go
How about you close your eyes, and I come close
Whatever it takes for you to talk to me, we’ll see
But I breathe out a little too much when I think of you
You see, you took my breath away
-Zach
